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Monday, November 17, 2008

"Gone"?!?


The year was 2003. The season was summer and it was my very last summer break before graduating. My mom and I were in the car driving home from a sunday night church service when suddenly a song came on. Well not too suddenly because the radio was on. Now if the radio had turned on all by itself then their would have been a real suprise element. Really it was a normal radio experience that I am trying to make sound better than it really was. I guess the profound part of this story is that I remember everything about the moment. The conversation, the scenery of the drive, and even the feelings I had.

"GONE, like yesterday is GONE. Like history is GONE. The world keeps spinning on You're going, going GONE. Like summer break is GONE. Like Saturday is GONE Just try and prove me wrong. You pretend like you're immortal (you're immortal)You're immortal (you're immortal)"

It struck me that before I knew it I would be gone. That summer break would be gone, I would be graduating, I would be moving out of my parents house, trying new things, and well be the person I am today. Why am I telling you this story right now. I have a couple of reasons actually. 1. My 23 birthday is in 9 days and birthdays always make me contemplative. 2. I actually heard Gone by switchfoot yesterday which always takes me back to that car ride and the declaration I made "Time may be going, going, gone but I am going to enjoy this moment while I can." Profound for a 17 yr old I know.

Stay tuned I may start rambling about other memory lane nonsense. You as a reader are in a special spot being as it is the month of November. Every November I start to think about odd things like high school years, my crazy fifth grade hair do that resembled a poodle, and my dream of being just like Keri Strug. You never know what I may come up with this year.

1 comments:

  1. Manda and I where just talking today how in a year your life can be completly different. It's so true.
    Gone is a good one. Makes you think.
    Being 21 is pretty crazy too.

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